A child's mindless rattle

A tooth-less rattle

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
10:31 AM

'Happiness comes from within.'

I feel like I'm getting myself back. Welcome home, kevi. There's a lot more to be done still, but for now, I think I deserve a pat on my back. =) I finally understand why some people detest the thought of getting attached. I used to think of it as a burden too.

Was kayaking on Monday. The calmness that surrounds me when I'm right in the middle of nowhere is comforting. It's amazing what a kayaking trip can make you understand. You're the only one in control of your boat. Where you go, how fast you go, is all in your hands. Whether you capsize or not, depends on you too. When a wave comes and bring you elsewhere, don't use it as an excuse for going the wrong way. The paddle's in your hands. You control where you're going.

Am on talking terms with Lynn now. Feels good. It's always good to have a friend at the end of the day. I realize, all along, I worry too much for her. Just one night for her, and it'll all be ok. Silly me was still worried.

On another note, for the past few days my life's been filled with so much love and happiness.. It's feels superb. Pearl met most of my friends now, and it's good to know that she gets along very well with all of them. Interestingly, it's her friends who can't get along with my friends. =P Now that I'm more optimistic, I believe eventually we'll get around it somehow.

I'm counting down to the weekends. Friday will be spent star gazing at esplanade (hope it doesn't rain).. Sat.. I'll be going ecp for.. steamboat dinner? (again, i hope it doesn't rain) Next weekend, I'll be meeting up with my poly friends! Haha.. I want the weekends! -chants-

When are we going to kayak? How about next weekday evening? =P Imagine, kayaking while the sun is setting. It's quiet and there's only you and me. The warmth of the sun on our skin (won't go tan from it. I assure you.) Sounds like a good date? Anyone else wanna come along? Everyone's free to join. grin.

I'm still red.

The End!